What I love to do for my house is fill it up with beautiful art, music and photographs of moments that we want to always remember. Last night I was inspired to paint my heart out, and here’s what I made.
50 Shades of Love
What starts off as just paint, brushes, a blank canvas ends up as something that gives every viewer a different emotion. And that’s what I love most about it.
Until next time, may we all find something beautiful to keep us going.
Its been a while since I had the heart to write, not because of any writer’s block or any other intellectually appealing reasons, it was because I have been dealing with my own personal angst, of rejections that came from sources I didn’t expect, it was because I was too confused, and blindsided to see the reality for what it was, it was because I knew that anything I write would’ve spewed venom, and hatred and that does nothing for my soul. (or my blog)
The problem, I am beginning to realize, is me. Not cause anything is wrong with me (um hello!), but with the way that I assume that ever one I encounter is exactly like me, with my big heart that I wear so proudly on our sleeves, perhaps because I don’t know to be any other way.
So what does one do to get out of this state…. I’m still figuring it out, as each day passes, but so far the only note that I know to be true is that….. I am enough.. And for now, that is enough.
Next post will be sooner.. I promise.. :)
Until then.. Stay safe..
P.S.- My beloved blog turned 2 years old on the 2nd of November, so Belated Happy Birthday mi corazon.
Its likely to be the kind of day when I quote Bukowski, drink a ton of coffee and keep my nose firmly planted in my books… Its my shell, my safe place, my one solace when life makes me feel completely depleted and out of my depth.
Until next time..
Being a true blue 90s child, I wanted to be Posh Spice and Barbie girl, but for the longest time, my most favorite song has been by the gorgeous Shania Twain… I still remember the day when we kept pausing the cassette player after each line trying to learn the lyrics to all her songs, especially this one..
Feeling nostalgic and sassy!!! Enjoy!
Until my next post..
I feel a sense of belonging when I read words that touch me…
This poem called Heart Break by Lang Leav is one is for anyone who needs to hear these words… Its okay. You are not alone..
Until next time…